all gussied up and nowhere to go

sometimes i wonder why i go to all the trouble. i went through three different outfits and two coats before i was late to the play anyway, and then after paying for everyone's pizza and having one beer, everyone decided to go their separate ways. i just want to go hang out somewhere. we wouldn't even have to drink. i don't care. this is stupid. i just drove around for half an hour after leaving leopold's and called everyone in my phone book who lives around here. they are all out or not interested or not picking up. i bet everyone is out having a great time and they are all probably glad that i am not there. dammit. whine whine whine

i guess i'll go to sleep?? but it's so early! am i tired? i can't tell.

currently spinning: somebody told me, the killers